Almost Over, Almost Starting.

Thailand bit: The program number called me this evening. I said 'hello' about... 4 times and no answer, so I just hung up. I guess if it was important, important, important, then they woulda called back, but they didn't. AND it's so late in the evening for a program to be calling, isn't office over like at 5pm? :P
- I got an email back from my good information helper at the program that said my profile with them is complete. I was really shock to hear that. I thought I still had to submit my financial aid statement, but I guess they don't really want that. I'll still do it incase. Just to be safe.
- AND! I don't know if I can stay in the apartments that I reserved. First off, I didn't contact anyone about it. Second off, no one contacted me about it. I just signed some papers and let the program take care of it. Hopefully they took care of it, because if not... uh... wow, that would suck, right? :P I hope that the situation is not so bad. As long as I have a place to stay, I think I'll be fine there. 3 months. Whew, 3 months.

My mom called earlier and gave me bad news as always. She's really good at that. :P Apparently people have been giving her bad ideas about what I would do there. You know how asians run their mouth, faster than thunder and louder than lightening. That's us! :P In the her worried conversation, the words 'pregnant', 'bad guy', 'sleep around', 'bad girl', 'mistake', 'she's not a boy, why you let her go', and 'dissapoint me' were involved. It's not as if I have never heard this lecture before. Sounds like... the one I got when I first went off to college. I'm a professional, I just listen and try to prove them wrong. Although I forgot to mention to my mom, 'I can't help it if I see a sexy guy', it's okay. I'll still try to be as good as I am. Besides, I'm too picky. 20 years of my life, I think I can handle 3 months with or without sexy boys. :P

Today my good roomies took me out to dinner. It was really sweet of them. I HONESTLY did not think that they had time to go out to dinner with me. With finals and the rush of school ending, I totally understand the 'no time' usage in every sentences. I AM really honored and appreciative to have them as friends. It was a good dinner. P.F. Chings. It was a good boost also for me to fight forward in Thailand. They have so much faith, hope, and excitement for me. The least I can do is try my best for them. I will. I have to, so I will.

Okay. I still have to finish up my 12 page paper. Almost done, just a little conclusion and a read over then I'm done. THEN study time for my African History/Culture class. I hope I do well on that. THANKS!

Take care my lovelys.

Emotionally Tired. Mentally Also.

Thailand bit: I totally forgot what I wrote last time, it's been... 18 days since I came here. And I didn't mean to do it that way. It's just that with finals coming and with all the program things coming, I'm just a little bleh all over. I'm leaving in 1 week and 3 days. I'm scurred. Scur as heck. Aaaaaahhh!!!

Yesterday was the first day that I went out with Denise and other friends. I usually never went because, I unno. I just felt so... not in place. Because they're friends to all each other, and I'm just like... the other roomy. So, I felt alittle hesitant to go, but in the end, I did go. We went to San Fran to shop. Hello! I'm so smart with me and my heels. Smart, huh? But luckily, being the ghetto gurl that I is, I brought my sandals with me, just incase. That incase happened. :) So I was safe.

Dinner was good. Now, hungry, thinking about it, dinner was awesomeness. Yum!

Now I'm studying for my World Politics final. Smart for me to be studying and be here, right? That's what I thought too. Okay. I'mma jet.

Take care my lovelys.

It's Been 8 Days.

... since I last posted. I've been soooo bleh. Don't wanna do anything. Especially if it deals with Thailand. The more I fill out those papers and the more I have to actually get ready, my heart feels so heavy. I guess I'm just scared of all the bad things, but then, life is full of bad things.

Thailand bit: Hopefully I can go home this weekend and have my parents fill out my financial papers. AND I know that I am most likely NOT going to receive the scholarship, so I need to break it slowly to my parents. Like... 'Mom, Dad, I need $3,000.' I hope that goes well. I know my mom will go on about how I brought this upon myself, and how come I thought of this Thailand idea. I'm always thinking of ideas, right? :P

Well, I still have to make my visa. I'm pretty much done. OH, and buy my plance ticket to LAX. Oh strawberry gods! Help me through this.

Well, I ALMOST did not go to class today. But I did. Girls, you know those days when you feel icky and bloated because of your lovley tummy? Yah, it was one of those days. I made it through 2 classes, 4 hours of sitting. Still. Just there. Like. This. Yap, I made it through.

Anyways, I keep listening to Potato's new single. It's acutally calming. Like... I have no clue what Pup is singing, but hey, who else doesn't right? Go boys!!!

And my phone has been acting weird. It won't let me download pictures that was messaged to me. OH! And I hope I get to go see Num Sornram this Friday. I WISH. If I do, I'll post pictures. If I don't, I won't. Simple. :P ehhehe.

Take care my lovelys.

I'm Scurrrrr.

Thailand bit: I took my photo thingy this Saturday, so I'mma send that tomorrow to the program. The financial aid probably got my paper, but I'm going back again to make sure. RANGSIT HASN'T ACCEPTED ME YET! I'm going crazy. I leave in like.... 6 weeks. I STILL NEED TO DO MY VISA. I'm soooo going to die. I'll need money for my visa, for my ticket to SF airport, and then to finish out my whole balance. I'll really die. I'm only 20 years young and I'm already in so much shit load of debt. Butta, happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Oh, gosh, if there is a gosh. I need hlep. Major. Ahhhh!

Today I really did do homework all day. Finished a 7-page, started with my other 2-page. Did a lot of reading on Thailand too. Lotts of reading on Qin Shi Huangdi. I learned a lot today, so I'm content. Gotta go cry. bleh.

Take care my lovelys.

*Tired*

Thailand bit: I realized the due date for the whole program payment is coming up. *BOOM* I haven't thought on how I was gonna finance it. Smart, huh? Well, I thought the the scholarship I sign up would help, but I shouldn't rely on something I don't have. If I get it that would be nice, but I have to think like a realist. I can always take out loans. I'm good at that. Going to a private, expensive college, I'm a pro at that. This is stressing me out, but I have to face it head on, face it forward.

Anyways, I still need to take my photo for the program. Rangsit International College hasn't accepted me yet as a student, so.... I can't think past that. I'm sad. Take me in Rangsit!!!

Today at dinner there was this dish, something Ratouille. I was like... 'they cooked the rat!' hehehehee. It was so funny. My roomy was like, 'this is Ratouille!' Sho is. ehehehhee. That was a great joke. Who knew my cafeteria can be so funny. Well, yeah, the meals they prepare... I shoulda remembered right? And the way they hawk eye everyone walking in. And how they charge us and won't let us use our meal ticket for other guests. Butt cracks. hehehee.

I have a paper tomorrow. I already did 4 pages of the requirement, but I want to do the 6 one. I have a lot to say when it comes to personal experience you know? I just say a lot of nothing. ehehhee. Good night.

Take care my lovelys.

Long Day.

Today, I took a long nap, it was long. Felt like it was all day.

I had class this morning, and then I had academic advising. I loved it. I have some of the greatest, smartest, passionate professors. I'm thankful and I appreciate the load they give me to do. I had a long chat with my advisor. I love my major so much, and I really appreciate being lead towards great colleges. That's if I get into at least one grad school, I'll be content. Just take me!!!!

Thailand bit: Uh, nothing happened so far. Rangsit hasn't accepted me yet. I don't know what to do. I'm doomed for no Thailand. Take me in! :P

I get to go home tomorrow. I had told my mom earlier when she called that I couldn't make it home, but by shear luck my good friend will be heading towards that way. So, I guess this is a sign, fate, destiny that I must be home. I love my two nephews soooo much, and I think that God and all the good ancestors always help me find a way home. Or, help me be happy in general. Anyways, I'm lazy. So... I'll go now. OH! JA.BAAAA WOCKEEZ WON. Woop! Woop!

Take care my lovelys.

Wednesday March 26, 2008.

Thailand bit: I got an email from the financial lady. I think she emailed my consortium agreement to my school. So, I hope that part is done with. I have to go in tomorrow and see what my financial aid says. To be honest, my financial aiders haven't really been allllll that great. I felt like I have to initiate the 'find me money' talk. But, they're trying their best I guess. And another bit, my mom called to ask if I will get any refunds if somehow Rangsit doesn't take me. I told her not to worry about it. I'm worried about it. But, I hope everything works out fine. Rangsit, take me in!!!!! :P

Oh. How come some students said there were people on Pangea? Like, are you serious. Cause if Pangea broke up while people were on it, HELLO. They all be dead, or there woulda been a record of recollections. And it kinda troubles me cause these students are future liberal studies major. So... that kinda helps predicts the future of teachers. :P Just my thought. hehehehe.

I have tons of paper to write. I'm excited. I LOVE learning now. I feel like I can use facts and such to help with my paper. So, yap.

Take care my lovelys.