Almost Over, Almost Starting.

Thailand bit: The program number called me this evening. I said 'hello' about... 4 times and no answer, so I just hung up. I guess if it was important, important, important, then they woulda called back, but they didn't. AND it's so late in the evening for a program to be calling, isn't office over like at 5pm? :P
- I got an email back from my good information helper at the program that said my profile with them is complete. I was really shock to hear that. I thought I still had to submit my financial aid statement, but I guess they don't really want that. I'll still do it incase. Just to be safe.
- AND! I don't know if I can stay in the apartments that I reserved. First off, I didn't contact anyone about it. Second off, no one contacted me about it. I just signed some papers and let the program take care of it. Hopefully they took care of it, because if not... uh... wow, that would suck, right? :P I hope that the situation is not so bad. As long as I have a place to stay, I think I'll be fine there. 3 months. Whew, 3 months.

My mom called earlier and gave me bad news as always. She's really good at that. :P Apparently people have been giving her bad ideas about what I would do there. You know how asians run their mouth, faster than thunder and louder than lightening. That's us! :P In the her worried conversation, the words 'pregnant', 'bad guy', 'sleep around', 'bad girl', 'mistake', 'she's not a boy, why you let her go', and 'dissapoint me' were involved. It's not as if I have never heard this lecture before. Sounds like... the one I got when I first went off to college. I'm a professional, I just listen and try to prove them wrong. Although I forgot to mention to my mom, 'I can't help it if I see a sexy guy', it's okay. I'll still try to be as good as I am. Besides, I'm too picky. 20 years of my life, I think I can handle 3 months with or without sexy boys. :P

Today my good roomies took me out to dinner. It was really sweet of them. I HONESTLY did not think that they had time to go out to dinner with me. With finals and the rush of school ending, I totally understand the 'no time' usage in every sentences. I AM really honored and appreciative to have them as friends. It was a good dinner. P.F. Chings. It was a good boost also for me to fight forward in Thailand. They have so much faith, hope, and excitement for me. The least I can do is try my best for them. I will. I have to, so I will.

Okay. I still have to finish up my 12 page paper. Almost done, just a little conclusion and a read over then I'm done. THEN study time for my African History/Culture class. I hope I do well on that. THANKS!

Take care my lovelys.

Emotionally Tired. Mentally Also.

Thailand bit: I totally forgot what I wrote last time, it's been... 18 days since I came here. And I didn't mean to do it that way. It's just that with finals coming and with all the program things coming, I'm just a little bleh all over. I'm leaving in 1 week and 3 days. I'm scurred. Scur as heck. Aaaaaahhh!!!

Yesterday was the first day that I went out with Denise and other friends. I usually never went because, I unno. I just felt so... not in place. Because they're friends to all each other, and I'm just like... the other roomy. So, I felt alittle hesitant to go, but in the end, I did go. We went to San Fran to shop. Hello! I'm so smart with me and my heels. Smart, huh? But luckily, being the ghetto gurl that I is, I brought my sandals with me, just incase. That incase happened. :) So I was safe.

Dinner was good. Now, hungry, thinking about it, dinner was awesomeness. Yum!

Now I'm studying for my World Politics final. Smart for me to be studying and be here, right? That's what I thought too. Okay. I'mma jet.

Take care my lovelys.

It's Been 8 Days.

... since I last posted. I've been soooo bleh. Don't wanna do anything. Especially if it deals with Thailand. The more I fill out those papers and the more I have to actually get ready, my heart feels so heavy. I guess I'm just scared of all the bad things, but then, life is full of bad things.

Thailand bit: Hopefully I can go home this weekend and have my parents fill out my financial papers. AND I know that I am most likely NOT going to receive the scholarship, so I need to break it slowly to my parents. Like... 'Mom, Dad, I need $3,000.' I hope that goes well. I know my mom will go on about how I brought this upon myself, and how come I thought of this Thailand idea. I'm always thinking of ideas, right? :P

Well, I still have to make my visa. I'm pretty much done. OH, and buy my plance ticket to LAX. Oh strawberry gods! Help me through this.

Well, I ALMOST did not go to class today. But I did. Girls, you know those days when you feel icky and bloated because of your lovley tummy? Yah, it was one of those days. I made it through 2 classes, 4 hours of sitting. Still. Just there. Like. This. Yap, I made it through.

Anyways, I keep listening to Potato's new single. It's acutally calming. Like... I have no clue what Pup is singing, but hey, who else doesn't right? Go boys!!!

And my phone has been acting weird. It won't let me download pictures that was messaged to me. OH! And I hope I get to go see Num Sornram this Friday. I WISH. If I do, I'll post pictures. If I don't, I won't. Simple. :P ehhehe.

Take care my lovelys.

I'm Scurrrrr.

Thailand bit: I took my photo thingy this Saturday, so I'mma send that tomorrow to the program. The financial aid probably got my paper, but I'm going back again to make sure. RANGSIT HASN'T ACCEPTED ME YET! I'm going crazy. I leave in like.... 6 weeks. I STILL NEED TO DO MY VISA. I'm soooo going to die. I'll need money for my visa, for my ticket to SF airport, and then to finish out my whole balance. I'll really die. I'm only 20 years young and I'm already in so much shit load of debt. Butta, happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Oh, gosh, if there is a gosh. I need hlep. Major. Ahhhh!

Today I really did do homework all day. Finished a 7-page, started with my other 2-page. Did a lot of reading on Thailand too. Lotts of reading on Qin Shi Huangdi. I learned a lot today, so I'm content. Gotta go cry. bleh.

Take care my lovelys.

*Tired*

Thailand bit: I realized the due date for the whole program payment is coming up. *BOOM* I haven't thought on how I was gonna finance it. Smart, huh? Well, I thought the the scholarship I sign up would help, but I shouldn't rely on something I don't have. If I get it that would be nice, but I have to think like a realist. I can always take out loans. I'm good at that. Going to a private, expensive college, I'm a pro at that. This is stressing me out, but I have to face it head on, face it forward.

Anyways, I still need to take my photo for the program. Rangsit International College hasn't accepted me yet as a student, so.... I can't think past that. I'm sad. Take me in Rangsit!!!

Today at dinner there was this dish, something Ratouille. I was like... 'they cooked the rat!' hehehehee. It was so funny. My roomy was like, 'this is Ratouille!' Sho is. ehehehhee. That was a great joke. Who knew my cafeteria can be so funny. Well, yeah, the meals they prepare... I shoulda remembered right? And the way they hawk eye everyone walking in. And how they charge us and won't let us use our meal ticket for other guests. Butt cracks. hehehee.

I have a paper tomorrow. I already did 4 pages of the requirement, but I want to do the 6 one. I have a lot to say when it comes to personal experience you know? I just say a lot of nothing. ehehhee. Good night.

Take care my lovelys.

Long Day.

Today, I took a long nap, it was long. Felt like it was all day.

I had class this morning, and then I had academic advising. I loved it. I have some of the greatest, smartest, passionate professors. I'm thankful and I appreciate the load they give me to do. I had a long chat with my advisor. I love my major so much, and I really appreciate being lead towards great colleges. That's if I get into at least one grad school, I'll be content. Just take me!!!!

Thailand bit: Uh, nothing happened so far. Rangsit hasn't accepted me yet. I don't know what to do. I'm doomed for no Thailand. Take me in! :P

I get to go home tomorrow. I had told my mom earlier when she called that I couldn't make it home, but by shear luck my good friend will be heading towards that way. So, I guess this is a sign, fate, destiny that I must be home. I love my two nephews soooo much, and I think that God and all the good ancestors always help me find a way home. Or, help me be happy in general. Anyways, I'm lazy. So... I'll go now. OH! JA.BAAAA WOCKEEZ WON. Woop! Woop!

Take care my lovelys.

Wednesday March 26, 2008.

Thailand bit: I got an email from the financial lady. I think she emailed my consortium agreement to my school. So, I hope that part is done with. I have to go in tomorrow and see what my financial aid says. To be honest, my financial aiders haven't really been allllll that great. I felt like I have to initiate the 'find me money' talk. But, they're trying their best I guess. And another bit, my mom called to ask if I will get any refunds if somehow Rangsit doesn't take me. I told her not to worry about it. I'm worried about it. But, I hope everything works out fine. Rangsit, take me in!!!!! :P

Oh. How come some students said there were people on Pangea? Like, are you serious. Cause if Pangea broke up while people were on it, HELLO. They all be dead, or there woulda been a record of recollections. And it kinda troubles me cause these students are future liberal studies major. So... that kinda helps predicts the future of teachers. :P Just my thought. hehehehe.

I have tons of paper to write. I'm excited. I LOVE learning now. I feel like I can use facts and such to help with my paper. So, yap.

Take care my lovelys.

I Learned Something Again.

First, importantly, Potato's new album 'Refresh' is out and I want it. I checked it out on youtube. And then I called my mom to whine about how much I want it. I asked her to call my uncle in Thailand and have them buy me one. Why not? I'm that spoiled. ehhehehee. No. I'm not spoiled at all, but my parents know that I LOVE music, and especially Potato from Thailand. Hopefully my mom calls, and hopefully my uncle help me out. In exchange, I offer my babysitting skills to them when I visit during the summer. Don't be quick, I have mastered the skills of babysitting. After watching 6 younger siblings and 1 nephew from birth, I think I have some credentials. But, yah, I still want that album. I need to keep my Potato collection building. Woop! Woop! Any Potato fans out there? hehehee.

Thailand bit: I got an email from the finance lady. She said that I didn't indicate what my fax paper was for, so she had to send it to the right place. I was kinda like.... uh, aren't they suppose to help me if I don't do anything right? Yah, like I'm suppose to know how to go on a study abroad trip already. hehehe. bleh. But, I forgot to put my passport copy into the mail, so I have to do that soon. Rangsit, take me!!!! hehehe.

Today, today, was a good day. I finally saw 'Blood Diamond'. It was for my Politics of Africa class. I had purposely stay away from that movie because I know I couldn't handle all them blood scenes, but my professor changed it. hehehe. Like I had a choice, right? All in all, the movie was great. I understood what they were talking about. I learned that the movie was filmed in Mozambique, my focus country. What a super duper thing, right? hehehee.

Okay, um... I have readings to do. My brian aint so good anymore. I use to remember what I read, now I have to go back to the highlights a lot. I guess, that comes with age? Or it's just me? hehehee.

Take care all my lovelys.

Alittle And Too Much.

So, first, I will start off with my Thailand bit. I emailed my student carer yesterday asking for an update. I just have to send in a copy of my passport and another passport picture of me. As if I changed over the last 4 years. I'm still fat. :P And I'm waiting for Rangsit University to accept me into their International College. What if they don't? I'll be sooooo bummed out that I'll just eat and get fatter over the summer. :P Why not, right? Take me in Rangsit!!!!!! :P

I learned a lot today. I learned of Export- Led Growth, Asian Tigers, and Import Substitute Industrialization. I learned about how rich McDonalds is and that I should invest. AND I learned that Muslims start their year from 622, the year that Muhammad took flight from Medina. And that there are at least 5 pillars of Islam. I learned so many things today. I can say that I'm proud. Paying soooo much for this expensive school, heck yah, I must learn as much as I can.

But, he he he, I should be doing homework. I just wanted to write my blog before it gets too late, I'll get back soon, I will. I have to write on the military in Mozambique, so I'm excited. I have no clue on anything in Mozambique, so the more I learn, the more happy I'll be.

I got to watch Maury today, so I'm happy. He sho is da daddy! Now take responsibility!! heheehehee. I'm a pro at watching Maury. :P

Take care my lovers!

Alittle Something Everyday.

I decided that... since I will be going to Thailand this coming up summer I will keep track of my preparation to go. Whether it's with all the paperwork that I have to do or just the basic things. Basic thing I mean learning the Thai alphabet. That sure aint easy. I remember tears. I remember fustration. See? Difficult task ahead of me. And I remember long sentences without spacing. That kinda left me scarred. But I will try my best. That's all I have to offer, my best.

Okay, so far, I still have to admit a passport photo of myself to the program. I already have my passport (with a fat picture of me). But the program wants a copy, a recent one to see how I look like now. Yah, like I lost some weight. ehehhehe.

I also faxed them a paper that needed to be forward to my host institution. I did it once, but they never contacted me to see if they received. Shoot, I'm paying them to not keep me updated or what? ehheehe.

Well, I thought again, I'll still post my daily life, but will try to incorporate any news with my Thailand trip. Woop! Woop! Will I have fun there? Will I want to go back in 5 years? Will I even want to leave? See? Those are questions that will need answers. eehhee.

Take care.

Bad Words Coming Out All The Time.

Today, I didn't do much.
My mom called at 7:40am just to see if I was up. No.
My cousin called at 11:00am and then I got up. Spent forever with my makeup. Wasn't in a big rush. Then I went to class.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE my classes this semester. I may not be the smartest kid in class, but I have so much interest. Today in my History/Culture of Africa, I acutally learned sooo much about Congo. I didn't know anything about the Congo, but that it was in Africa. The end. See? My knowledge was so limited, now, I know some history on Congo. I'm proud of myself. *pat on the back*

I came back to class and watched 'Klin Kaew Klang Jai'. A Thai lakorn. My Thai sucks right now, so.... I'll have to stick with romanization, which bugs the begezzers out of me. But, that'll have to do now while I am still Thai in training. heehheehe.

I turned the heat up soooo high that I got sleeply. Warm. I rather have it spiking hot than have it cold. Any kind of cold. I got up and went with my roommate to go watch 'The Rock' staring Nicholas Cage. I tell ya, that film traumatized me. I didn't remember it being that violent. All that shooting and dead bodies. I don't think I can really handle that. BUT, I did understand some of the governmental terms they used. See? That's what being a political studies student offer. Some sense when you watch movies that deals with the government.

After that, went over to my other roomie's friend's house. Drank, ate pizza. Got sleepy. Watch 'Dexter', which I find it soooo disturbing. What the heck! Serial killer finding serial killer, yah, wow. That's not my piece of pie.

Anyways. I'm so lazy. I should be asleep, but I'm not. Yet.

OH. And throughout the day, I cussed so much. It was a F there, and a Shi* there. Tsk, tsk. I only do that when I'm stress. Yaya= stressed. The end. hehehehee.

Take care ya'lls.

Am I Cool?

So today, my morning started out very tired. I had took my friend's advice and drank coffee after dinner. That was my first coffee in forever so.... *drum rolls* I stayed up until 4am when I finally felt scur and went to sleep.

Straight to my story, see what had happened waz... ehhehee. No, really, I was invited to a party this coming up weekend. The person that invited me is really cool. I've known him since freshman year, and we're koolios like that.

I was invited once last month but did not attend. YES. I'm THAT boring. I LITERALLY don't do anything compare to the regular college students. But my friend still invited me to go, which I am really appreciative of.

AND MIND I TELL YOU THAT IT'S EXCLUSIVE. He ONLY invites people he likes. *wink wink* SO, DOES THAT MEAN I'M COOL!?? hehehhee.

This isn't a really big deal, but I thought about it in class. I'll see if I'll go. As of right now, my boring senses are seeing a No. hehehe.