Almost Over, Almost Starting.

Thailand bit: The program number called me this evening. I said 'hello' about... 4 times and no answer, so I just hung up. I guess if it was important, important, important, then they woulda called back, but they didn't. AND it's so late in the evening for a program to be calling, isn't office over like at 5pm? :P
- I got an email back from my good information helper at the program that said my profile with them is complete. I was really shock to hear that. I thought I still had to submit my financial aid statement, but I guess they don't really want that. I'll still do it incase. Just to be safe.
- AND! I don't know if I can stay in the apartments that I reserved. First off, I didn't contact anyone about it. Second off, no one contacted me about it. I just signed some papers and let the program take care of it. Hopefully they took care of it, because if not... uh... wow, that would suck, right? :P I hope that the situation is not so bad. As long as I have a place to stay, I think I'll be fine there. 3 months. Whew, 3 months.

My mom called earlier and gave me bad news as always. She's really good at that. :P Apparently people have been giving her bad ideas about what I would do there. You know how asians run their mouth, faster than thunder and louder than lightening. That's us! :P In the her worried conversation, the words 'pregnant', 'bad guy', 'sleep around', 'bad girl', 'mistake', 'she's not a boy, why you let her go', and 'dissapoint me' were involved. It's not as if I have never heard this lecture before. Sounds like... the one I got when I first went off to college. I'm a professional, I just listen and try to prove them wrong. Although I forgot to mention to my mom, 'I can't help it if I see a sexy guy', it's okay. I'll still try to be as good as I am. Besides, I'm too picky. 20 years of my life, I think I can handle 3 months with or without sexy boys. :P

Today my good roomies took me out to dinner. It was really sweet of them. I HONESTLY did not think that they had time to go out to dinner with me. With finals and the rush of school ending, I totally understand the 'no time' usage in every sentences. I AM really honored and appreciative to have them as friends. It was a good dinner. P.F. Chings. It was a good boost also for me to fight forward in Thailand. They have so much faith, hope, and excitement for me. The least I can do is try my best for them. I will. I have to, so I will.

Okay. I still have to finish up my 12 page paper. Almost done, just a little conclusion and a read over then I'm done. THEN study time for my African History/Culture class. I hope I do well on that. THANKS!

Take care my lovelys.

Emotionally Tired. Mentally Also.

Thailand bit: I totally forgot what I wrote last time, it's been... 18 days since I came here. And I didn't mean to do it that way. It's just that with finals coming and with all the program things coming, I'm just a little bleh all over. I'm leaving in 1 week and 3 days. I'm scurred. Scur as heck. Aaaaaahhh!!!

Yesterday was the first day that I went out with Denise and other friends. I usually never went because, I unno. I just felt so... not in place. Because they're friends to all each other, and I'm just like... the other roomy. So, I felt alittle hesitant to go, but in the end, I did go. We went to San Fran to shop. Hello! I'm so smart with me and my heels. Smart, huh? But luckily, being the ghetto gurl that I is, I brought my sandals with me, just incase. That incase happened. :) So I was safe.

Dinner was good. Now, hungry, thinking about it, dinner was awesomeness. Yum!

Now I'm studying for my World Politics final. Smart for me to be studying and be here, right? That's what I thought too. Okay. I'mma jet.

Take care my lovelys.